1. 1991
He mailed me the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying
From San Francisco and I knew he was never
Coming back.
I practised sun salutations for him
In the space between my bed and dresser
Anyways. Turning our promise ring round and round
On my finger.
The first time I saw him, of course, was outside the drama room.
In the white tank top and cargo pants and
Strawberry blond hair, long on top and in his eyes.
He asks me about the audition.
2. 1997
Headlights scanned across the sliding glass door
as he paused outside. The steam of many bodies made glass opague
A rice paper screen and
his shadow went from small to big to small again
Like a life. I was the only one who saw this godliness.
He arrived,
Gently scuffing his wet sneakers on the carpet like a cat.
I was coming down the stairs and stood a head above so
I saw everything. He looked like he felt my gaze
Like a touch.
I bring my hands to heart’s centre but
There are gaps between my fingers.
He is already talking about my aura
Absent to my faults.
3. 2007
You stood in the doorway, pressed between bodies passing
Wearing dark and denim like all of us
but also something else.
I stole a sideways glance.
You gave me your number and I called it
Staring into your eyes as it rang.
I dig into your pocket to answer your phone
And feel your warmth thigh through thin cotton.
I would have kissed you under the twinkle lights but
You said no.
That Sunday I cook you a chicken and you bring roses.
Your lips freeze time. We forget about
Our plans that night, the bird in the oven.
Light fades to dark and then light again.
Sun rises regardless.
About the Creator
Kat
A westcoast modern mystic and mother of two.
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.