This is your first time
Your first time on the drink
when the lips of many men want to kiss you,
an eighteen year old girl.
When the words you thought you could speak
as though they are fluid thread, become knotted,
and your tongue is caught by a woman with too many teeth
and not enough sobriety to help you survive the clouds
brewing behind your eyes.
Your first time on the smoke was laughable.
You kept it trapped in your mouth, never allowing it to dive into your lungs.
Never breathing fire despite the dragon heart you possess
for fear of burning the lovers you surround yourself with,
for a tongue as barbed as yours is barred
from the taste of true transcendence.
Your first time on the tab.
You were told to be careful with it, but never
inhale its toxins with the vapour of fear,
because the mind opened portals inaccessible from the cage
of your propriety and respectability.
You were promised euphoria
and got a dry mouth ever speaking
yet unsure of ever making noise.
Your first time saying yes to what you were taught
was the first step into the oblivion of the modern world
allowed you to write forgotten histories
and preach sermons of our death in ice
and the rebirth from fire
and the growing warmth of life
in the claustrophobic world between.
About the Creator
Miss Riggie
Artist | Writer | Lover | Fighter
Born in Sydney, Australia, I write about what inspires me, to inspire others. Poetry, stories, deep introspective works, the lot! MUSE POWERS ACTIVATE!
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