The You that walked in was not perfect.
You were cute—
Hair cut, confident stride;
You arrived in plenty of time for the meeting, and your smile put butterflies in my stomach.
But
The You that walked in was not perfect.
True, you were kind.
From the first conversation,
You had gentle words and a benevolent gaze.
But
The You that walked in was not perfect.
I dropped a lot of hints;
Left my hand out obviously
Where you could so easily have grabbed it, though you didn’t.
But
The You that walked in was not perfect.
I had to bite back the words,
“You can kiss me if you want to.”
And while that was sweet, I was glad when the kiss finally came.
But
The You that walked in was not perfect.
When you proposed
There was no photographer
Even though I’d flat-out said that I wanted the moment captured.
And
The You that walked in was not perfect.
You were so buried
Under school and two jobs
That I ended up planning the whole wedding by myself.
And
The You that walked in was not perfect.
After the wedding
We looked at our accounts
And it was so pathetic how poor we really were.
And
The You that walked in was not perfect.
When our first daughter was tiny
You sometimes had to leave the room
Just to keep from becoming angry at the helpless little baby.
And
The You that walked in was not perfect.
You snapped sometimes;
Got mad at me,
Which I did not handle well, at all, in any sense of the word.
And
The You that walked in was not perfect.
You yelled at video game characters
And football players
Until I dreaded seeing the tv turn on.
And
The You that walked in was not perfect.
Each successive child,
Each move,
Every milestone in our lives together has had its hiccups.
But,
The You that walked in is not the You You are now.
You have grown,
And taught me,
And loved me as close to unconditionally as I can imagine a person doing.
And
The You that walks in every day is not perfect.
I know this.
I know I am not perfect, either.
We are growing together, working on ourselves, our marriage, each other.
And
The You that walks in every day is not perfect.
Which is good
Because if you were,
What kind of wife could I possibly be to you?
And
The You that walks in every day is not perfect
And I hope
That you never are,
At least in this mortal life on earth we are living.
And
The You that walks in every day is not perfect.
But I look forward happily,
Joyfully,
Toward the rest of our lives, even if I know it will not ever be “perfect.”
Because
The You that walked in was not perfect.
The You that walks in every day isn’t either.
The You that will walk in tomorrow won’t be.
But
The You that walks in every day
Is the You I need
On that day.
And I would be even more imperfect without you in my life.
And
The You that walks in every day is not perfect.
But he is perfect
For me
Because we share our imperfections,
And
I love you endlessly for being the You that walks in,
The You that walked in,
The You that will walk in,
Because in all of these moments, every time you walk in,
You choose me.
About the Creator
Brynne Nelson
I'm a writer. I'm a wife and a mom. I'm a human.
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.