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the shadows of my reflection

a test of my faith

By ⸘jason alan‽Published about a year ago 1 min read
"SquirrelyQ" or "the many faces of..." ⸘jason alan‽, acrylics on canvas, 2025

a test of my faith

therein lies the conflict

the script has begun

no cast but my audience

unmistakable for love

main-character arrogance

came for the misleading

stayed for the convenience

not for being convinced

because i was lonely

because i wanted to believe

but not because i did

red flags won't be unseen

can't ignore the obvious

noting outruns the truth

replacing trust with pain

take back my definition

demonstrating my strength

emotions are not for sale

not his for the taking

my senses don't betray

but i will be his villain

because that's what he needs

i oblige him, as always

the shadows of my reflection

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⸘jason alan‽

:::WARNING:::

i am only responsible for what i say,

not for what you understand.

you may learn to be charmed by my [secret‽] discontent,

or you may not.

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    Written by ⸘jason alan‽