⸘jason alan‽

Joined May 2021

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Bio

:::WARNING:::

i am only responsible for what i say

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not for what you understand

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you may learn to be charmed by my [secret‽] discontent

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or you may not

Stories (142/0)

bad medicine
about the highs and lows of toxic relationships, from drugs, to dudes, to the drama of it all. the . how it can feel so good when it's good, and so bad when it's bad. how it makes us sick - codependent and fixated on them - and can begin to believe we need them. and how we are the only person with the power to change things in our lives. it's about what medicine you take, because good and bad are both all around us all the time.
By ⸘jason alan‽4 days ago in Poets
thriving and flourish
you see your name, not in lights but over-lined, blackbook listed the accused, the fickle, the trickster consort of those, undesireable
By ⸘jason alan‽about a month ago in Poets
modalities
when having what you love means you don't get to feel it sacrificially disreciprocal, ultimately liminal to reconcile requires conflict as a current condition
By ⸘jason alan‽about a month ago in Poets
motivated by food
nobody knows but we do it in secrets we keep it as if it is an odd schedule we the creature of the night demands apart from the chorus, free radicals
By ⸘jason alan‽about a month ago in Poets
authority
reclaiming the confidence held in my administration. the authority of the author is me. i have power in my pen - a yet raging judgement, arbitrarily distempered.
By ⸘jason alan‽2 months ago in Poets
dance
he's been watching me and i know it but i've been a dancing fool to the music started feeling melodies in my head can't plan for this kind of perfect ending
By ⸘jason alan‽2 months ago in Poets
the perfect post
he might want me to fix him but he doesn't want to be fixed and i'd do anything to get him to do anything but the same but nothing is going to change
By ⸘jason alan‽2 months ago in Poets
and another thing
i remembered walking in straight lines invested and loyal to the course the rest of one life left to feel alive determined with fairly good intention
By ⸘jason alan‽2 months ago in Poets
the melancholy of freedom
grasping for chains in place of inspiration cant see a way out of the darkness, and it takes us there away from lighter places
By ⸘jason alan‽2 months ago in Poets
'what if'
withe the lights down low‽ easier to pretend we don't know what we can't see happening, but seeing isn't the only way to believe
By ⸘jason alan‽3 months ago in Poets
about a heart
if i know anything about a heart if it knows love at all, it will break the unrequited lover sails a sinking ship a hop, jump, and a skip across oceans
By ⸘jason alan‽3 months ago in Poets
as he is
as he is and i watch him full of chaos, anger, and love so, we are both alone i then watch the puffing of his chest and when it descends, inevitable
By ⸘jason alan‽3 months ago in Poets