The Poodle Gives Me Flowers
until your eyes melt down your face
I will drink
until your eyes
melt down your face.
I will drink all night, unphased,
because my mother told me
that alcoholism was mythology
concocted by greedy physicians.
I will try to find meaning in the haze
of unsobriety and disorientation,
when left is right and what’s right is hidden.
I will pray to a god I don’t believe in
to stop my ears from ringing.
The bite of wicked spirits
will stain my esophagus.
We are what we drink,
and what I drink is bitter
like winter or lemonade.
Head heavy, full of pixies,
I will keep drinking
until I unbury my voice
from years of secrets and shame.
I will learn to hate the way
the curtains hang and tear them
away from the window,
leaving holes
in the sheet rock,
and I will walk
up the stairs,
down the stairs,
up the stairs again until I fall
into a bout of laughter, crawling
until my eyes melt down my face,
and I realize that I’ve had better days,
but this wasn’t the worst.
I will drink
until the poodle gives me flowers
and I question my sanity,
on the tile with the husky,
howling together
until we wake the neighbors.
I will drink to find
myself somewhere between
the lines of overthinking and apathy,
when memories are slight impressions
that must be inspected
in the morning away
from the tipsy haze
and unabashed honesty.
About the Creator
Sam Eliza Green
Wayward soul, who finds belonging in the eerie and bittersweet. Poetry, short stories, and epics. Stay a while if you're struggling to feel understood. There's a place for you here.
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