The Ones Who Tend to Break

I have never been one afraid to voice something on my mind, but when you have consumed my thoughts for a year straight, plus the two beautiful years we were in love.

I am timid.

I am afraid that my love, my thoughts, my pain, chased you away.

I am afraid to ever feel.

I never want this pain again.

I never want a person to consume my beautiful thoughts again.

I realize now that I deserve to be loved, at least as much as I loved.

To be treated with respect and thoughtfulness.

I know he will do those things.

He will piece my heart back together and show me what real love is supposed to be like.

Every day he will astound me with how wonderful life can be with the right person by my side.

For now I’m waiting patiently for him.

I love him.