The Last Hummingbird of Summer

reveals itself in retrospect. Unlike the first,

whose March arrival bade you gasp, hands clasped,

like a child actor instructed to show joy when the last

depart for points south; there’s no telling.

and no telling. Well, so what? You know their cycle.

In August, they swarm the feeder, all swaggering.

greedy tussle for sugar water. Suddenly,

September. Chill tickles your ankles. You reach

for long sleeves, and you fret. They’ve left? Not yet.

Ears cocked for the symphony’s shrinking strings.

Then comes a day without a ruby flash. the next day,

they’re back. The next day, there’s one. Then none.

Or maybe one? From porches, pumpkins grin.

Your last had left and left you uninformed.

Kind of? Sort of? Can I say it? —like menstrual blood,

again, between your legs. Your last, perhaps,

or next-to-last, your no-longer-very-monthly

monthly. So unlike your first crimson, at twelve,

its “Yes-You-Are-There-God” annunciation.

Well, so what? You know the cycle. Your body’s

eggy miracle, unneeded now for years.

And you hate to waste. Why fill and dump?

and fill again the undrunk sugar water?

Enough. Let’s progress to whatever season’s next.

But still, a farewell ritual wouldn’t be amiss.

The last hummingbird of the summer, zinging

from the feeder—to others, a smooth departure—

to you alone, unmistakably, dipping its wing.