The crossroads

I don't know about the road i'm taking anymore

Once upon a time it was all I cared about

Now the seasons seemed to have changed

It's no longer warm when I reach the top of the mountain

Or so i'm anticipating

I'm at a cross roads and I could keep going this way

Or I could switch courses and throw everything away

I'm so lost for what I should do and nothing feels true

It's all a guessing game, either I shoot my shot or fall back and miss it all

Life is a game of survival, but also survival to live the life that you survived for

I don't want these words to be contrived

It's in my stride to just express my heart

Well my heart is that I don't know anymore what the hell it is I want

Or maybe i'm just too afraid to admit it