The Authentic Self
Poem for the road
Resting on the couch with pipe dreams and
Reaching for the stars in my imagination,
The sun rises and reality sets in
Behold, I see the light;
Dust on the corner table where I write,
Unfinished coffee on the mantle,
The remainders of neglect and profit
Coexisting in the guise of stability,
Harmony intact, fluidity be damned…
I realize what others won’t do for me
It stings, it hurts and I admit that
All I have are
This brain
This body,
And the promise of mindful spirituality
That drags me from my self imposed silo,
Scraping by, struggling, vulnerable.
Yet still sitting,
Clutching at the vestiges of my past and visions of the future,
With my mind, my body, and my soul
I choose to accept its gifts and choose to feel its pain wholeheartedly,
Because it’s a part of me,
Unequivocally mine;
So I keep trodding along
This arbitrary path,
Wherever it leads,
Simply me.
I bivouac under its pretenses,
Unpretending, I remain.
About the Creator
Tamara Tatevosian-Geller
I am an aspiring writer and epidemiologist. When I am not writing my own poems and short stories, I am working on a new book, reading about epidemiologic discoveries, and learning new languages. Follow me on IG @tatevosian.tamara Thank you
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