The Apology

This overwhelming sense of guilt

Flows over me as smooth as silk.

When I closed my eyes last night

I tried to shun your thoughts with might.

I see your face and your eyes.

Those tears I know I made you cry.

How could I do these things to you?

There's so much you and I've been through.

I want your love just like before

'cus now that love you had is no more.

I hate to know that very thought.

But I'm not surprised based on the way I fought.

I just can't get you off of my mind.

Oh, how I wish I could rewind!

I know I hurt you with my lies,

but I'm not sorry, I apologize.