teetering dreams
on a life not yet but held so tight
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I need to write things, so many things
And I haven't slept enough in days, or weeks, or maybe even months.
Our world hangs in nonsense balance
with all the dreams we've dreamt so widely and tightly
now in other peoples' hands.
We are teetering on the edge of stuck,
slowly sinking in the quicksand of now-ness.
There is no action push forward stress anxiety fear excitement.
There is sitting twiddling anxious unknown tied up.
It's awful and hard and makes us all snappy.
It's scary to think our plans might not work, happen, begin.
We're trying to desperately to end something that was really important
only to begin something even more important.
If we don't end, we cannot begin.
And I desperately want to begin this.
I am not blocked, I am writing.
But I am too full of all this writing
to write anything I'm supposed to.
It's good and awful.
Which is the fabric of me these days.
So I will write whatever meaningless words come to mind and fingertips,
with eyes closed and heart wide
and hope something magical comes from it all.
It's green and wide and rolling hills
promise and forgiveness
absolution for the sins we've sinned
consecration to the future for us all
bigger than ourselves
and absolutely selfish in heart
we stumbled run fly lift
and believe we can
when no one else does
I hold tight at night to dreams unspoken
and wishes loudly ringing
pray to a god unsure
and clutch the hand of who I love
let this dream not be in vain
or too late
or too much
or too little
everything forsaken and sacrificed
along the way
let it be worthwhile and real
so the realization of all the futures
laid before us will be bright
and true and shining
with sunlight enough
quiet forthcoming
abundance abounding
gratitude overflowing
About the Creator
Elizabeth Pree
Poetic, lyrical, alluding, honest, uncomfortable.
Soul writing, no matter the subject.
Been writing since a little girl climbed into a blooming pussywillow tree with a notebook and wrote a poem.
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