I don't feel inspired to write,
something just doesn't feel right,
I am driven by ambition, creation and growth,
And I am in a place with nothing to show,
the job I strived to achieve,
is now me waiting till 4:30 pm to leave,
so much negativity fills my office space,
I spend most of my day dreaming of ways to escape,
and I feel so lost,
I brought myself here thinking this is where I wanted to be,
but now I am sitting here trying to remembers what it is like to breathe,
again,
because all my days blend together,
the inspiration of this dream is no longer,
And I don't believe I belong here,
anymore,
but I don't know where I am suppose to go,
without everything in my life shifting,
I cant see anything uplifting,
with me growing here,
but I am crippled by the fear,
of the lack of stability,
and me disappointing,
everyone,
constantly thinking of ways to run.
away,
to a different place,
a mindful escape,
Where I am one again can be in a growing headspace,
But for now ,I am just so stuck,
Believing none of this is enough for me,
to be happy.
I feel stuck and the drive to need to leave.
About the Creator
Rilee Arey
I am a professional life romantizer, with a heart that feels everything deeply. I am a moment collector through words and the ways around us.
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