Stars

We were laying in the grass on a plaid table cloth looking at the stars

Im not sure how we got there, but i knew this was the moment

The moment i was looking forward to for months now

My first kiss

He took my hand and kissed it and we interlocked our hands

I put my head on his shoulder and suddenly everything made sense

I was so nervous and i felt like i might throw up but when i put my head on his shoulder... i felt safe

He tilted my chin up

I put my hand on his chest

He leaned in and i followed

Then i closed my eyes

And we kissed

Not a i want you now kiss

Just a soft touch on each other’s lips

We looked away from each other for a moment looking at the stars

I looked at him

He looked back at me

Then we kissed again

I gazed into his deep blue eyes and then i looked back at the stars

I looked back at him but he was still looking at the stars

It was then that i realized something

Something so important and new to me that i didn’t think it was real

I denied it

But then he pulled me closer

And i kissed him again

This time it lingered on a little longer and when i looked up into his eyes again i knew i couldn’t deny it

I loved him

And i think he could tell that i was troubled so he took me into his arms and said that everything was gonna be okay... you’re safe now

I kissed him again hoping that i could never leave this

Then he looked into my eyes and then looked back at the stars

He pointed to a shooting star

I told him to make a wish

Once the star passed i asked him what he wished for

He said, “I already have everything I ever need because of you.... i need to tell you something.... I think...”

I kissed him again in hopes that he might say what i thought he was going to say

But then he said it and I laid my head on his chest so i could hear his heart beat

I put my hand on his neck and pulled him in closer until i couldn’t pull him any closer

We kissed for a long time

I still remember his hand on my cheek and him trying to get me closer to his body

That night still lingers in my heart

I miss him

I love him...

And he loves me