Something I should have said years ago
A Poem
I miss you.
I miss you more than I think I've ever missed anything in my life.
I miss you more than there are stars in the sky,
or grains of sand on all the beaches.
I miss you more than I love my cigarettes.
I miss you more than I miss my favorite book than I dropped into a pond last month.
I miss you more than you can even begin to imagine,
and I will continue to miss you until the day that I die,
and I feel like that day will be soon.
I miss you more than you know; more than I know.
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you.
I want you lying here next to me in the grass in the middle of my favorite park staring up at the sky full of stars.
I saw my first shooting star that night, and I miss that.
I miss the warmth of your hand,
the chill everywhere else in my body,
I miss your deep voice laughing at me when I do something stupid.
I miss the way you crinkle your nose when you hear something you don't understand,
And I miss the way you circle your lips with your index finger when you're deep in thought.
I wish I didn't miss you.
you're not even mine to miss.
Oh god I wish you were mine.
I will continue to miss you for the rest of my short life.
God, get out of my head.
About the Creator
Leigh Schilling
My name is Leigh
I am a conundrum
I write to understand
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