So Strong

How do I express these strong feelings of identity?

To who, can I convey my desires, my convictions, of who I am? Who I feel I am becoming.

I’ve seen others, unapologetic in showing the world just what they choose to be. Their identity set in stone. Their strength, a flame, that immediately draws me to them. Wanting to somehow draw from them a bit of their confidence, their essence.

What strong women they are. Such an aphrodisiac. How easily I succumb to their siren song. True strength of character, honed over many years.

Their consideration of me an easy and nonjudgmental acknowledgment. A genuine smile, a tilt of the head, as they pass me by. Easy in their skin.

Could I only be so comfortable.