Silence

Silence, a thunderstorm of ice

I freeze, stuck, grinding my teeth

No hope, no patience indeed

I had to disappear

Embarassed to be in need, not standing on my feet

A voice I know well

is going in spirals in my head

I go mad, my mirror betrayed

I live in the dark

not a tear shining out

I look down ashamed

of all the things I have seen and heard

a voice echoes profound,

something must have gone wrong

Something I was not aware of

I cursed all the world

I hated where I belong

I shaped my own empty world

just longing who I was

asking myself:

"why did you even fell in love?"

Couldn't find a way out

I sudden vibrated at silent word:

"Love"

I was alive after all

You run a silent magical show

and I was in shock

I was again neat, strong

I needed a bond

You melted the armour I had on

I had built a cage, not subside to rage

I was put under control

You painted a new cover for the book

I had torn page after page

It is all in blue, a new chapter for

me and you and nobody else

it is all true

you digged bare handed a path

to put me though, away

from a condition you knew was true

Every single kiss, every single time

I feel the sound of the first

silent rhyme

and I shine, I thrive

from underground I feel high

I am touching the sky