Dear William,
I find the asymmetrical features of your face to be equally rugged and sexy
but there is also a sadness there, I want to spend hours kissing away
Your hazel eyes would shine more if you smiled
The world hasn't been so kind to you but I can be
Your words don't match your actions
How do I get you to open yourself up to me?
Your goofiness is charismatic
Yet you exuberate masculinity
The fact that you can pull nothing out of the air and turn it into music elates me
I feel as though I am drowning in waves of emotions when you ignore me
I welcome sleep every night just to be close to you, even if it isn't real
There is an experience there that I crave in the waking world
Skin on skin, laughter, passion, I want it all
The waiting, the wondering, the silence, the ache
I can't look at anyone else without wishing it was you
Dating seems pointless to me
You invade my thoughts on any given day
I wonder what you are doing, how you are feeling and what you are thinking
Does your bed feel as empty as mine?
At first, your messages brought a smile to my face
Now there is a pit in my stomach when I see your name
It angers me how alone you make me feel
I want to crawl onto your lap and wrap myself around you
Feel your breath tickle my skin
Feel safe because I haven't felt safe in a very long time
The night seems unfathomable to face alone
I wait for any indication that you still think of me
Maybe, I just want you to be something you're not
And you can't love me the way I need to be loved
But I guess we will never know
Because you are nothing more than a person hiding behind a screen.
Sincerely, me.
About the Creator
Erin Barteski
Fascination with the unknown
Comments (1)
There are some beautiful weaving of words here. This resonates with me so very much. Appreciate the heart on sleeveness of this poem