Sickness

Sick

So sick

No matter how much you vomit

You can't get rid of it

The sickness is still within

Sick

So sick

You think you can escape it

Take a hit

Take a sip

Your body flies

So high

Your mind is gone for just this time

It's only a matter of time

Before your body drops

And your mind cries

Even when you're dying

You can't forget it

Because the sickness is still within

Sick

So sick

Body trembling

It's electric

Like a drug addict, you love it

So much static makes you manic

You can't stand it, but you hope it lasts

Your hands shake

Your pupils dilate

Your life is at stake

Your heart rate is about to break through your rib cage

Watch your skin break

Stand in your manmade lake

You feel the wires in your eyes straining your mind

As you stand on fire

Looks like you're in hell

This is your punishment

But

The Burning is so relieving

Seems to be

You're sick

So sick

What is it you’re trying to forget

There is no one to miss

What is it you’re trying to fix

There is nothing left

But to know your death

Stand in the mirror and see the horror of your reflection

A rotting corpse with no complexion

Lifeless eyes that the light no longer reaches

Forever blind,

Staring into your mind

Sick

So Sick

I see it

Give me your hand

Before, I never get the chance

Let's dance with death

I want to feel your breath

I will hold all your sickness

Till you forget all of it

I can’t stand to see you live with it

Determined to embrace your burdens

I deserve this

Because I'm sick

So sick