Shelf Life
Another lifelong lesson,
another book
on the shelf,
for now, selfishly
hoarded.
All meticulously sorted
in a feeble attempt
to fend off sordid, careless
confusion,
the categorical disorder
which might as well be
my calling card,
and that of countless others.
It's hard enough
to read into these
damned things
to a degree which
produces any substantial
growth,
but both
to recollect infallibly
and communicate effectively
on top of it all?
Cue the drop of the ball.
The harvest crop of this Fall
is this sloppily scrawled
seminar.
What ignorance could one hope
to stop or forestall
with such disheveled
teachings?
I reveled
blindly, ecstatic,
upon reaching level
understanding of what Life
was trying to tell me.
It is hard-won
metaphysical battles
against preconception
which give way
to individual progress —
how the soul does
break a sweat.
But the brain
is a wet,
sluggish tool
which can be fooled
into forgetting
by the simplest,
most trivial of
"Earthly," things.
At times,
you'll have to scribble
for hours
after a miniscule nibble
of truth which devours,
in turn,
the entirety of your focus,
just to cut through
the locust
swarm of Twitter wars
about actual wars
enough to truly
learn something.
Day after day,
the pages fill up.
What do you hope to see,
at the end,
when you look
upon the library of your life?
Row upon column
upon row
of priceless volumes,
neatly ordered,
I presume?
A noble goal,
to be sure.
Myself,
I yearn
for teaching
as much as for learning.
To share that impossibly
explosive thrill
of getting something right,
really right,
with as many people as possible.
To give a thousand times more
than I ever gained.
To become such a weird and charismatic
keeper of wisdom
that the static
field of my collection
draws that same weirdness
out of others
for miles around,
and all can feel at home,
so that, years from now,
every last tome
is checked out
and long overdue.
To close my eyes, for the last time,
in a hall of empty shelves.
But I've much to learn, and more to do.
About the Creator
Jacob Sherman
The desire to read, and perhaps to write, should be cultivated and nurtured with care throughout every stage of life. For my part I will inject what strangeness and truth that I can into our written history. Expect no constants but honesty.
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