I can no longer deny my feelings for you. This pain is unbearable.
Self Inflicted
It's as if a razor ripped through my veins and I watched the blood profusely hit the floor. My heart is burning like the saturation of sodium hydroxide.
Self Inflicted
The thought of death is more of a dream than a nightmare. I don't know the why or the how but I am here. I chose this.
Self Inflicted
One bullet in the chamber Russian roulette I want to play but if I hit the wrong spot how would I explain? What would they say?
Self Inflicted
The thought of making love could no longer be obtained. I wanted you more and more but your feelings went unchanged.
Self Inflicted
There is only one way out and you hold the key, my weakness for you will not allow me to end this suffering and just be friends. These feelings I have are embedded deep within my heart.
Self Inflicted
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Is The Load I Carry
“You can’t skip chapters that’s not how life works. You have to read every line meet every character. You will not enjoy all of it. Hell, some chapters will make you cry for weeks. You will read things you don’t want to read, you will have moments where you don’t want the pages to end. But you have to keep going. Stories keep the world revolving. Live yours, don’t miss out.”(Pillow Thoughts II). Life is like a book. Some chapters are sad, some are happy and some are exciting, but if you never turn the page, you will never know what the next chapter has in store for you. Treat me like your favorite book. And stroke my spine delicately. Remember my tiny details. And all your favorite parts. Read me again and again and fall in love with my story. I will not lose my worth in a spirit of a curse. I’m not afraid to break free from this pathetic message in the bottom of a weary verse. I’m tired of trying, it’s time to reverse.
By Tracie Sperling3 days ago in Poets
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