I wake up every morning, routines awaiting
How did I let my life become this way?
My hands are shaky, wet with sweat
My brain is cloudy, and full of regret
This life I have, is just a mess
A circus act, a zoo, a crash of disorder
But I smile, my eyes bright and open
Hiding this feeling has become easy,
No longer makes me queasy
No longer stops the social interaction I'm expected of
I won't dissapoint anymore,
I'll make everyone happy, at my expense
I hope it's worth it
I hope it makes you happy
I hope it makes you smile
I hope you know that there's no denial
None from me, I don't deny my act
I stand here proudly, accept my fate
To please others instead of myself
So that I can exist on this earth without question
I am smiling
About the Creator
Virginia Shefcyk
Hello! I am a mom to a little boy and a girl, an avid reader, and a lover of all things that make myself and others happy. Writing is the best way to express my feelings on life, love, and anything I'm passionate about. Hope you enjoy!!
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