Scars
Poetry about hurting, healing, grief
What if I told you that I’m not who you think I am
What if I said I am not who you want me to be
Would you still look at me the same way
Or would you turn away in disgust like the others?
I have been neglected by people in my life for years
All because they were afraid of my scars
The wounds I had hidden in the deepest parts of me
Even if I show a fragment of it to them
They run away in terror and leave me all alone
And I am left with the thought,
What’s wrong with me?
Years and years later
My heart had grown numb
For I was used to being rejected by others
Or ignored by those who I have tried to connect with
And when you appeared and talked to me
I was taken aback
Unsure of what to do
Or what to feel
You told me you’d never leave
You still cared for me even with my scars
You repeatedly told me those things
But I refused to believe it
Because I was afraid you were like the others
So I pushed you away despite my heart begging me to stay
I left you when my mind yelled at me to turn back
My entire being fought with me
For I was too stubborn to let you in
Until I gave up in the end
Allowing you in
I gave you the pieces of my broken heart
And you slowly put them back together
Despite my worries and anxieties
You washed them away with a smile
Like the waves on the sand
And with your presence
I have allowed myself to feel again
The emotions I had shut off long ago
Came back with just one word
One action from you
I cracked open a soft smile
While a tear rolled down my cheek
As I looked at you
Eyes full of love
And I can’t help but think,
“Where have you been in my life?”
About the Creator
Isabella Renteria
"Painting is silent poetry, and poetry is painting that speaks." - Plutarch
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