War of Love

I have torn myself between you and the future

You have proven yourself to be untrusted

And you had done nothing more but hurt me

I’m such a fool for you

I always stayed by your side

Despite my heart begging me to leave you

My mind screams at me that it’s not worth it

I just can’t do it

How could I

When I still love you?

It’s the war of love

I battle against myself each day

Just to keep loving you

Even if you don’t feel the same

I will still be here

Maybe 10 or 20 years from now

I’ll be waiting for you

But you won’t

Because by then

You’d found someone

Better than me.

And I don’t want to forget you.

Even if you have forgotten me.