Back on tarred roads with eyes to the sky
Rain pour, soul hurt, didn't have a chance to say goodbye
Broken in pieces I didn't even know exists
Soaked in rain, pain, sweat from my blonde hair to my feet
Well-done death, you finally did it
I almost joined you but survived, indebted
And now you took him, is it now balanced
Maybe I should have read the terms when you brought the contract
But it's your game so I guess you're never defeated
I see him everywhere , in dreams and mirrors
Ever since he kicked the bucket, in pain I drink to stupor
Months later I am there at the crash site
Still sensing his presence like a shadow lingering in the brightest light
Loosing you was loosing a huge part of my essence
Like a punch to the stomach, I wasn't ready for this
It hurts so much, like a tire without air, i feel deflated
Thinking of joining you is something I've debated
Maybe Big-guy has different plans, hence why I failed successfully
Everything going so wrong that it feels so right
My normal life without the Christmas lights
The tears I can't control, they now fall willingly
But maybe with every dark cloud and down poor of rain
Every blood , sweat and every stain of pain
Comes the morning , except with U in the OR
I can't comprehend waking up without you
Just to stare at your bracelet for an hour
Recently saw you radiating so much peace
I smiled for the first time since that phone ring
Inking you on my skin, in my mind, that's a win
Leaving the cocoon, it's time to spread my wings
So this is for you, thank you, oh wall of tar
Forever in my heart, that's where you are
Clouds are never stagnant, that's how they are
I finally drew a tattoo over my scar
About the Creator
Harydo Neon
I drain my thoughts through my pen. That's the only way I breathe.
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