I find times where I am hollow,
full of ghosts which haunt me
and encircle me like snakes,
constricting around my throat
suffocating me until my plees of help
are only whispers of pain.
I find times where I am whole,
and happiness flows from me as if
it is a spring errupting from the mountains,
bringing purity and quenching this
thirst fighting to be satisfied.
I find times where I am nothing,
where I fill no space and am not made of matter,
but made of stains of the past,
soaking into my soul until it is murky,
turned black
by the things which I bury deep.
I find times where I am everything,
all of the things that I wish to be
and all of the things that I am.
But I can never find these times together,
or piece them together so that they
may reform a woman who once was all,
but now is fragmented.
I find that I am a rollercoaster,
twisting and turning, contorting in manners
which at times I do not agree with,
which at times I cannot stop,
which at times I am powerless to.
About the Creator
Hope Hausman
I am someone who loves to write and who sees everything as a movie waiting to be written inside her head! Unfortunately, I'm also a writer with little confidence in myself. Hopefully, this helps!
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