Relief and Anxiety

The truth...

I was a square peg in a round hole environment.

I was a let them grow of their own accord girl...

Develop their whole self girl.

I was a girl who tried to bring out the best in all...

Finding myself not around enough for them all. I looked at them with joy

Felt myself like a toy...

Tossed between the waves that roll.

Did I do my best? Yes.

Did I shoot for the stars? Always.

I always knew I wouldn't be here for them next year...

I always knew I wasn't good enough.

But the door closed last week, and this week the hammer fell.

Among all the relief I felt...

The sudden anxiety of tomorrow made it worse.

Take it day at a time, and you'll survive.

Enjoy the deep breaths of freedom.

Enjoy the last days with the best class of your dreams.