rebirthing

a cosmic moment in time, a spark ignited inside. life became a wild ride. like a blossoming of a pearly seed that we came to realise was our destiny lead. a wave of immeasurable magic hit the heart holy fantastic. so intense it is hard to get the head around what’s crackalackin happening. felt like waking from a sleep state into a glowing fate. i remember telling my cluster it was as if there where two of me. i know now i was glimpsing that untouched timeless space of infinity dreaming, remembering our divinity beaming. our light. our spirit. our eternal self. the ego stretching with the in & out movements of an awakened soul, but soon it is clear that it cannot reach outside itself. it is attached to concepts ideas labels forms norms storms. it keeps trying to wrap it all around some thing, but what’s boundless cannot be contained. illusions started peeling away like snow flakes, skin snakes, deep aches. digging out the stillness of lakes. we begin to see we are what we see. that the perception of inside & outside as separate is a limitation of our senses & 5% functioning brain. we realise we are eternal dreamtime. beyond mind. why then for christ sake are we collectively dreaming such atrocities? !!! we begin to ask. & that’s an invitation station for that oh so avoided journey inside to the depth of our being where we are asked to face our shadows, our unconscious arrows. the void. we meet the weights of the world. the pains the veins the strains the chains. we pray for rains. blown away by the stories we are carrying, distortions we do not even know are there. afraid to stare. if we all could stop for a moment. step outside the madness of samsara & sit in silence with our breath. take a listen to our thoughts instead. notice how they are going mad. & take a stand. we would witness miracles. reclaim our power as creation oracles. we would remember who we are. sacred dreamers of peace harmony & the great mystery. rainbow warriors breaking down matrix barriers. guardian keepers of our mother’s glory. soul families walking each other home. hearts of diamond stone. star dust bone. celestial tone. crowned.

i am . in between the hide & seek game of the wounded self , i hear Merlin laughing & daring me ~ ‘so u say u are a shadow work queen, show us’ . & so i dive deeper , hold space for alchemy , bring about witchcraft of crazy potency & keep my soul centred in unshakable compassion & unconditional love . faith . heaven’s grid . portal keeping . sitting in fairyland’s magic mirror , casting spells of innocence & purity . accepting the vulnerability of it all , being shaken by goosebump’s of great spirits love & recognition . breathing in Christ consciousness frequency , breathing out diamond sparkles of fairy dust , trust •

mankind woke up from a matrix stream. there was a collective big yawn, a scratching of the eyes worn & a moment of pause for a long deep moan, as if we were breathing anew conscious blue. colours were brighter, sounds more musical. time still & eternal, space & form no thing but a norm & inside a central storm, overall seeing an undeniable eternity of being. we felt straight away there was a lot of coughing to do, a lot of crying, a lot of screaming. so much tension stored in our holy bodies we knew only the ocean could help us. & she did. she washed all things clean in a beam. emotions ran wild like hurricanes, but we were anchored strong in the remembering of who we are. dusty star. diamond ray. “whatever it takes”, we would pray. the purging felt chaotic catastrophic diabolic holographic enigmatic dramatic poetic magnetic electric & we stood tall, in a crystal ball. pearled. tuned to our Mother’s whispers to see in clarity our divine blisters. every cell so alive & a bell like a hive. the upside down world earthquaked its way to the surface & we could barely believe the madness. but that was also when we could better hear the goddess, & great spirit’s bless. it was a wholesome cosmic mess. all the spells of darker tells fell away on salty swells & oh my lord the flower smells. in every space there blossomed an altar & in our hearts a Love affair. capital T love. of truth from above. in our throats celestial tones, in our bodies atlantian bones. in our wombs an infinity umbilical cord, in our minds no more knots. unicorn trots. our feet on the ground & up our heads a lotus crown. an eye connected to its rye & an energy source that does not exhaust. for every glimpse of immeasurable grace there was a seed unfolding trace & as a tribe not a race we walked together a glowing face. sacred fires in a blaze. dancing circles drumming pace. whales singing magic beaming & we bowing to the dreaming. on our knees to the trees & the bees. gratitude for the seas. in our cups, teas.