Rainbow Emotions

Over and over again, I breathe in

telling myself that things will get better.

My head spinning, I see red

Anger takes over without warning.

I can't think clearly

Everything annoys me and I start to yell.

I try to calm myself,

Thinking of what made me angry

Nothing is coming to mind, it is just how I feel.

Blue washes over me, a wave of sadness.

I can't believe I was just mad for no reason

I scared the people around me by being angry.

A purple calm makes it's way in to the mix

I apologize to everyone, they say they understand

But how can they knw what it feels like in my mind.

This rainbow of emotions gets the best of me.

Yellow laughter comes into play

Watching my daughter play,

Using her imagination that is so vibrant.

Green, my final emotion in the wheel,

Happiness at its finest,

Hugging my daughter and laughing with her,

Playing with toys that make her happy.

I see the green light radiating off of her as I hold her in my arms

I am calm, I am peaceful, I am happy!

Then the rainbow starts again.