Queen

I cannot bear

anymore

she sitting in a chair

the person I adore

now I fear

she will soon disappear

I was crawling in her bed

I remember well

when all I wanted was

a hand to hold

like a child newborn

she was the one to know

where it was sprouting from

now standing at the door

where I runned from

welcoming everybody

she always knows

how to speak about love

And she stares at the road

greet the people she sees

waiting still

stepping back from the shit

because she is a queen

Silence is her weapon

diplomacy

for keeping it all together

struggling indeed

to keep secrets forever

Without a word

is a deep sight

an internal roar

she is feeling pain

to hear my thoughts

but not my words

and I am far away

I pray

I cry for the funeral

of my all family

we know what is going on

I dismantled a bomb

is still echoing its noise

that reminds me to be wise

I can see it in my mind

when I close my eyes

it comes back sharp and bright

so I try to go beyond

where I can hear her words

where she will soon walk

there

where I often escape

the place of infinite love

I will not disappoint you

I will always be true

beautiful and pure

I am now mature

to step in your own shoes