Purple Soul

If I would describe myself as a color

It would be purple

cause I’m always a shade Of red and blue

The color interchanges

depending on my forever fluctuating mood

I’ve come to terms with myself that

I’m a really moody person

This quarantine opened my eyes

Slowed me down

and revealed my inner truth.

I’m not fucking perfect.

I got fucking issues.

I’m probably no different than you.

When my color is red, I’m full of fire, emotional, passionate, loving and caring.

When it turns blue, I’m empty, sad, cold, distant and I don’t wanna be bothered with anyone of anything..

No matter how much I love you.

I’m more mindful of my mood changes now

Im trying to do better...

I’m trying to stay in my equilibrium

The color purple.