PTSD’ed

Leon: My Gods we’ve been mad at our parents for all our life

DJ Nino: Yet it’s the government that has played us twice

Ace: The government broke my family PTSD’ED us in the choice of the Air Force where it continued the abuse as if it was nice

Please understand my needs /

Government has had me on my knees /

Since i was born /

Askin’ why I’m not a man and doing wrong /

Is it y’all controlling the music industry song /

Act like they ain’t doin my people harm /

Or it’s my people doin y’all harm /

Y’all ringing da alarm /

PTSD’ED wasn’t able to have LUCKY CHARMS /

Was lucky to make it out /

With both arms, legs /

Still get ahead in life /

Finally blow was child support /

From da ex wife /

When I spent all I had /

Giving her something nice /

She cut me out my sons life /

For some other guy and some ice /

THATS LIFE FOR A PTSD’ED God /

That the government killed his dreams /

Before he was born /

Now lost in this world /

Yet with the eye to see whats goin on /

My people don’t think I belong /

When this lion can lead them all /

If they play with me /

My words will eat them all /

If I let Nino out he will bleed them all /

PTSD’ED so my mind is not small /

Thoughts I had GOD has seen them all /

Now he is telling me /

Need to leave a scene before the brawl /

You tried to help so many /

What coming gonna make them crawl /

GOD got me thru it all /

Da breakdown happened

You thought you knew me /

You dont understand /

Society got me PSTD’ed /

Posttraumatic stress won’t let this man rest /

Cause all kind of disorder in his life /

SAD every night /

Social Anxiety Disorder is a way of life /

Every day got to get up start another /

Fight, like Beans said “This Can’t Be Life” /

Now no one wants to touch him /

Scared he might hurt them /

Just need someone to love him /

He can get his weigh up /

Get back in the gym /

Some good love would /

Have him singing Hymns /

Showing her a life that /

Others would envy them /

To bad most females minds are slim /

Society got them believing /

In the wrong kind of men /

Glorify the ones that tell a story /

Yet ain’t got an ounce of glory /

Then again this is a poor man story /

Uplifting the wrong people /

That he should have seen thru /

Now he is on his knees /

PTSD’ed it didn’t come from /

Where you would have believed /

Society is just full of liar and thieves /

These the people you trust /

Believe in them not me /

I speak to much real shit /

For people to feel this /

That’s why now I am stuck with this illness /

Sick I might be /

I’m just sick of society /

Sick of people lying to me /

Hiding thinking I can’t see /

My 3rd eye been open since I was 3 /

No bullshit passing over me still PTSD’ed /

Why because society wants me to be /

Something I can’t be /

Neanderthug, an loof dude with an attutide /

That’s just rude /

If you wants someone /

You better hide your intentions /

Or you’re thru, before the end start with you /

What’s inside I can’t hide it /

Wish I had some one to keep me excited /

Instead battling PTSD /

Hoping one day a beautiful Goddess /

Will see this forest beyond the trees /