polysyllabicity
(n.) the state or characteristic of being polysyllabic
i'm confident. a social butterfly.
my cloud-like silhouette slinks delicately through a sea of lavish patrons pasted together to welcome the new year.
my soft blonde curls bounce with joy and gentle anticipation as i notice my warm collective of friends wave me over. 10…
i have my balmy rose-infused lips pressed against an iridescent champagne coupe as the clock glides closer to midnight. 9, 8, 7…
an unfamiliar hand finds a perch on my bare shoulder. the startled gasp that escapes me brings a faint candy-apple hue to my face. 6, 5, 4…
as i slowly twirl around, my doe eyes attach to a set of dark almond orbs gazing back at me. 3…
he rests his index finger on my chin 2…
and quietly lifts my face to his. 1…
i’m diffident. a forlorn caterpillar.
my dry, skeleton-like fingers sheepishly wave goodbye as the rideshare driver pulls off into the first few hours of the new year.
i begin to feel a sensation similar to the burning of paralytic drugs run through my blood as i force my rigid legs make their way through the doorway.
my previously glistening dress is abandoned abruptly as i use the last of my consciousness to reach the cold, ceramic tiles of my bathroom floor.
i vomit the chunks of anxiety, self-doubt, despair that i felt pulsing inside of me moments before.
dread causes every inch of my body to constrict as i try to reject the silence that is slowly slithering into my ears.
i plead for an ounce of daylight to wrap me in comfort again.
About the Creator
brittany schmidt
starry-eyed human with romance tangled in her hair; probably off napping somewhere.
@bullllschmidt / [email protected]
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