Over powering vengence
A poem of releasing someone that i no longer need in my life.
Through you I learned to hate you
I don’t know why but I’m still addicted
How can it be so easy to turn against you while I stood by for so long?
I cant imagine a life without you
Now I’m living pain free
Sometimes the most pain must dished before I learn
I don’t think I could handle it but here I am still standing
The heartache and the pain made me who I am
Go ahead and toss me to the wolves as I dance upon your grave
One thing I did learn is how to watch you fall and burn
And feel nothing at all
The hell fire in my eyes show that I no longer fallow you
I will not let you drag me down with you
I will fight tooth and nail to not fall
I deserve better then you as my addiction goes away
You were no good from the start
I’ve been a prisoner to you for far too long
I dance in the night with the moonlight
Knowing your about to fail in the deepest way
The spell you have over me is done with
I’m the lucky charm that could have brought you so much
You chose to die anyways and leave my blessing behind
I whisper your name in the dark trying to find you
I found another who would be there in my darkest moments
I will not let you destroy me as I walk away
You are beyond toxic
I will not die for you
I learned to die a little every day because of you
When you looked at me I knew I was on the edge of death
In your eyes I knew I saw where I was going to die
When you said my name I knew I was a dead woman walking
I looked for a reason to keep going after you left
I couldn’t find one
No matter what I did I couldn’t be there anymore
The life I had would no longer matter
I wished for everything to happen the right way
I regret the words I said out of anger
In the end they were a blessing
They freed me from the harsh life that you gave me
I had never felt more free but in that moment
That moment where I walked in the desert of bliss
The ache of pain lingered for awhile until I found myself
I found my reason to keep going
To watch you burn from the vengeance of karma
I will wait until that day where I get to watch you burn
The fires of hell would consume the very soul of us both
We are interlocked
Bond by powers we couldn’t explain
I’m tied to you and we are the death of the other
About the Creator
Brandi Lansdowne
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