I wish to be on the moon
not for the view (although I am sure it is stunning),
not for the refreshments (I heard the iced tea is fantastic),
not even just to say I’ve been on the moon (it’s great for college applications)
I want to go to escape the maddening noise
I want to go for the silence
The heartbreaking, breathtaking, shattering silence
Not love or hate could scream louder than the nothing
Not mountains or oceans could answer my questions like the infinite
Not war or peace could crumble my world like the void
And not life or death could hold me the way that it does
I wish to be on the moon
For there I am not confined to my skin and bones
There I am not perceived
With no expectation to smile or talk
And my thoughts are not caged by my skeleton
The worthiness and quality of my life is not up for question
For it is none
On our finite moon in the infinite universe
I am only existing
Understand now that when you catch me gazing up at the sky
with a straying, longing look in my eyes
I am not looking at the bright sparkling stars,
I am looking at the space between them.
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