of all I can ever be
a poem about struggling about who I can be And trying to not give up
Of all I could ever be
As look over the edge
All the success I have felt
Of all that I have healed from
All I could ever be
Is so unreal
Thinking of what would happen
Would they all line up
And cry
For I tried
But succeeded
Would all the girls be gossiping about me
Would all the boys be crying on their knees
I forever I hope that a day like that would never come
All dressed up for a party of the ground
The world would be covered in rain
The town would be in tatters
My parents would be so shocked
The whole town would be crowded
Oh please take this in mind
How do I say what to do
All I could be
Somehow doesn’t amount anything
As I lay in bed
I think of I have delayed
Would this illness claim me in life forever more
Or will I be a champion
Will be loved
Or would be the beloved daughter gone away
Will someone save me
Will my little brother walk in
Will someone please call out to me
Before all I can be is gone
Oh please I ask of you
What am I to do
The numbing feeling of a blade on my skin
Sounds so right
But I just want to fight it
I want to cry
All god Please help me so
This feeling I feel
I feel numb
I am just crying
I am just trying to survive for tomorrow
Tomorrow I cry out
Help me
so
I don’t fade
Help me
So
I don’t die
Oh god
I know it’s wrong
But god…
It just seems so right
This is not cry for attention
This is a cry in the night
That I make with all my Might
Of all that I could ever be
About the Creator
Autumn Larson
My name is Autumn Larson
I believe in the truth of the heart and hard work.
I want to inspire and touch people's hearts
I am a part time store clerk and full time inspired writer, poet, artist
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