ode to the magic dust
the dust helped me write and draw this
thirty-four years ago, my brother became magic dust
which screamed and laughed and banged its head against walls
it played with pogs, lit firecrackers, ran with dogs, told dirty jokes
the magic dust loved to get grass stained knees
it loved to make us younger constellations laugh,
orange soda erupting from noses
the magic dust was on a mission; to make the world a joyful place
but the magic dust was no match for being alone with the world of men
ten years ago my brother became pure magic dust
how easily he could blow through my dreams then
for weeks we hung out in the days of night
at glowing bars and sky churches, at dinners, with grizzly bears
the music fully returned to his eyes
not like the humming they did before they went silent
but the rock n roll sound like when we were kids
like when he’d push me in pools and dunk my head
like when he’d body slam my bed every christmas morning
like when our trampoline games broke my arm in two
like when we’d spin the zipper cart until I’d hurl sweet potions
like when we’d laugh
magic dust was everywhere then
it radiated from everything we touched
and it flowed through everything we did
but the world the adults made wanted us pristine
and so it shook my brother out over the porch rails
it beat him with a fire poker
and flung him to the ground
until finally he was limp, dustless, and alone
and then the world said “dust is required”
and then the world said “pay up”
but he couldn’t, he wouldn’t
and so instead he paid himself
and blew his fortune right in our faces
so the taste of him would never leave our lips
so we’d be bonded by more than blood alone
so we’d never again think the dust as infinite
and so we’d praise the dust of every one of us
of every filthy windowsill
and so we praised and we danced, together
in the glow of dusty sunbeams
so we danced so we praised, together
the dusty children that we are
About the Creator
Landon Jones
Exploring existence through writing, art, and existing. Writer of fiction, nonfiction, and poetry. Friend of the inner child. Interrogator of the inner sheep. I stop to smell the flowers (and talk to them too).
art @landonmakesthings
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