No One Cares

What to do with all my pain?

When everything is hurting me this way

Headaches can go away with sleep and meds

but what can I do when my heart breaks?

or when i feel that no one cares?

I wish on a shooting star

that everything would be okay

that I wouldn't feel unloved or forgotten

that I wouldn't have to cry every night sitting in my bed

and I would feel like I'm needed

i wouldn't have to tell lies to feel that someone cares

All these tears because I feel so alone

feeling so lost even when I'm hanging out with friends

they just don't understand!

I'm not lazy, I just get tired quicker than them!

I need to talk but everyone is busy, no one is there

why can't they give me a moment?

When they had to talk I’ve been always there

Everything is so confusing

nothing makes sense

my first thought is suicide

i won't but that thought is always there…..