Nights are the hardest.
A light drizzle of thoughts initiates a storm and soon
my mind is
flooded with the memories.
I keep my eyes open
so that I can distinguish the thoughts from reality.
His mind can never understand but
the way he holds me
feels like his body does.
I didn't think I'd ever fall in love.
I didn't think I'd ever want to.
Bit then he came into my life and
everything got so...
confused...
The scariest part wasn't the falling.
Falling was easy.
Falling made sense.
The scariest part is that
I don't want to get back up.
The scariest part is
wondering if every time we
say goodbye is the last.
It's hating myself every time I make a mistake because
I can't lose him.
The scariest part is knowing he can't possibly love me
as much as I love him. And
feeling like I don't deserve love so
when is it going to be
stripped away from me? And
wondering when he'll
leave.
The way he looks at me.
His eyes.
Beautiful deep brown
framed with long dark lashes.
They're so warm they freeze time.
The way he smiles.
Pink lips stretch across
his teeth.
It's like he's smiling just for me.
The curve of his back
when he lays next to me.
I just want to trace every line with my
fingertips.
The sound of his voice.
Every word feels like a
separate kiss
just too far away to grasp.
The shape of his arms.
Strong enough to protect me.
I never used to want protection. But
the way he wraps his arms around me...
It's the only thing in the
world that makes me feel safe.
The way he touches me.
Like I'm a princess.
Every time it feels like
the first time I've ever been touched.
The way his sweat glistens
on his skin after
our love.
Like morning dew
on a delicate flower.
The sound of his laugh
makes me believe
he was sent by God's
angels.
And I don't know why he was sent to me.
What did I do to deserve him?
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