Never Love

I could be the biggest romantic in the world

or just the biggest idiot

still trying to figure that out

maybe that makes me the latter

I could have had her

I could have had them all

but pity the fool

that puts heart before pleasure

what is his measure?

is it inches or love

when is too much enough?

are they tears of joy or of pain

I tried to explain I always do

but words are worthless unless true

so here it is my unbridled mind

watch me unwind its music box

the music stopped and now silence

hide me in your quietness, my love

no never mine, I lie

in memory and in bed

with words I wed

what never was

a never love.