My Phone Goes Off.

Somehow the dam broke in my head.

It was carefully and preciously built.

I wasn't hiding or burying anything.

It was a good protection, necessary.

Then it broke open so fast and furiously.

Flooding my brain with us.

There are so many questions clawing at me.

All at once the tears came so forcefully.

Like they never have before.

I didn't cry like this when it happened.

It's like time is making up for it now.

I even grabbed my chest.

Asking, what's going on with me?

It's as if it wasn't three months ago.

It felt like yesterday morning.

Then you drowned my dreams last night.

So I opened my phone for your contact.

I typed something out and deleted it.

Water overflowed my every action.

Do you even want to hear from me?

Would you answer?

I'm drowning in reality of day light.

Feelings of wanting to reach out stick to me.

My phone goes off...