My autism is a dripping faucet
Hidden struggle of Autism
For many years maintenance judged me for all the problems I seemed to have
All of the problems were all connected
I was told that my waterline was connected wrong
So I am stuck with a leaky faucet
I know exactly why it leaks
But theres no way fix it
The annoyance, the repetitious insanity that is always overshadowing what you do
Background noise that you never planned, nor wanted there
Experiencing the leak constantly
Dealing with that dripping faucet all day
Apparently my leak isn’t bad
Because maintenance can’t hear it
Maintenance can’t see it
They’d never suspect the sound that I deal with all the time
The invisible leak that seeps into my life
I am the kitchen and my faucet drips constantly
I want the leak to go away
I hate it so much the leak that will always live with me
So much I want to have it gone
Fighting with myself on every little thing
Because the water on my clothes burns me so much
But to cry about something that’ll dry pisses the maintenance off
I have a leaky faucet and want nothing more for it to go
For me to lie about not hearing it every time I breath
It is to lie and say the earth isn’t dying
Will my leaky faucet continue to haunt me when I no longer need air
What will become of the leaky faucet I harbor
I have a leaky faucet but you didn't know that did you
About the Creator
Lavinia Guadalupe
I am a published poet four times over in Topeka Kansas. I rarely write happy sounding poems or stories. Most of what I write is personal in a way, or somewhat controversial. Nothing I write is meant to offend anyone. Please read and enjoy!
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