"MULTIVERSE IN TIME"
"DISPUTES BETWEEN AN EMPATH AND NARCISSISTS"
I chose this song as I have been singing this tune as an eccentric eclectic
artist as a woman of 74 years of age. i am not your conventional old lady nor was your conventional young lady. I am a free spirit of sorts. I am empath who have met many patriarchal societies of many men who were so into their manly egos of testosterones without a tear and thought they could control me as a human being. I choose to walk in the light, to care about humanity. If that is political or Godly and they don't like that about me so, be it. It is a good day today. This was written because it's not all about me, but other women in the same situations.
MULTIVERSES IN TIME
DISPUTES BETWEEN AN EMPATH AND NARCISSISTS
Yesterday I looked upon another world.
Yesterday I searched for solitude
From a world
I visited the other day.
To walk into that world the other day
Of feeling all eyes were staring at me
Judging me
Trying to set me up as a person they created of me
Of what I am supposed to be
I realized that is not who I am
As a human being as they proclaimed
Their own characterization of my being
Either out of envy or more than likely
Their revenge they learned from my ex,
Their dad of grudge and revenge
My ex was not there,
But in their world of turmoil, he was there.
I love peace and love.
I love my creator of the universe.
But in their world of turmoil of no verse
I was told I did not meet their expectations
Of a conventional grandma or mom
So, I needed to go to their world,
Become their reality of me as a human being.
Banned from politics and religion.
To yet being in a catch 22 situation of their own concept,
Of good and evil
No journalism talks.
No women’s right talk.
No human rights talks,
Cause the good that I do is evil,
To them,
So, I cried.
I sighed.
It has been two days now.
So how
Do I take it with a grain of salt?
I throw the salt over my right and left shoulder,
Saying be gone judgmental fools
Of power tripping over my heart and soul
I am bold.
I now see the light.
I pray with my candles, my sage, my incense,
Turn on singing bowls to meditate.
As I participate
In my own positive ritual
Of my world
Of part of the multiverse of reality
I feel free in my room
To create like I hung the moon,
Because in the other reality
Of another person’s world I am nothing
I have little money.
So funny.
They say I should have worked more,
I would have more
So, I know I worked three different jobs
As a multitasker
And young
To have spun
My web of the spider
Into a kind spider
Of weaves of web
On the world wide web
Of multi universes across the globe
Of light, peace, and love
So, the person judging me
As a weak one because I care
And want to end war not start war.
However, two days ago was in a spiritual warfare
Between a catch 22 situation
Of talking and being cut off
To not promote peace
My body felt drained.
I felt so sad.
When I got home
Like I was told I was bad
When I was there a brief time,
Too short to come into their line
Of shutting me down
Around and bound
By their judgmental fortification
Of whom I am as a grown woman
Too eccentric
Too left wing.
Too this way not their way
I am okay today.
As you can see
My creative artist way
Has returned to normal,
As I sit in my room typing this prose
For those who know
Me as a person
But I will not share
With those who do not care.
The narcissistic brains of exes and other patriarchy of society
Can not control me so they spew words
Of hate and put me into their fate
To tell me I am an eccentric eclectic whore
To life
Because they hung the moon
Not the creator
Do not talk about religion.
Do not mention women’s rights,
But bow down to their concept of life.
I tell them no way,
Not today
I will light my candle.
Light my sage.
Engage in all my DNA across the globe.
That I can handle
So, my world is mine
To share with others that are kind.
The momentum of living in the moment of time
With reason and rhyme
To filter out their lies and
Accusations of darkness
To pour darkness onto my light
Does not work,
As they do it with spite
Of revenge and grudges of the father
So, as a human being
Who believes in souls are all energy
I choose the light.
Of me as a woman,
Not all those men in the dark of the night
Trying to spin my world
Into their world,
I chose women’s rights tonight.
THESE ARE PEOPLE NARCISSISTIC PEOPLE HATE
1.Creative people.
2.Independant /strong people.
3.Empathic people.
4.Genuine people
About the Creator
Vicki Lawana Trusselli
I worked for the music and film industry in Los Angeles, California and Austin, Texas. I studied nursing, journalism, art, film, and computers in college. I am an empath, Virgo; Leo moon rising, born on the cusp of Libra. Peace Out!
Comments (2)
Love how you are forming your space as you live in it.
We have similar family members. They continue to break us but forget that we are strong. We become stronger as we heal from one more emotional attack. It takes us less time to heal now. To move forward in our life and further from them. The Bright Light surrounds you and and illuminates their true self they hide in the darkness. Love you my Beautiful Sister!