Months
The chilling reality of unspoken dreams
I was among the ruins in Florida
Celebrating my wedding day alone
I helped my best friend’s family unpack for college
How dare her mother make
A pregnant woman work
My mother nearly drowned
Slipped into the shallow pond
Among the broken columns of our stepping stones
I could hardly believe
The hilarity of the lilypad on her head
Six weeks pregnant
And due that very moment
The child inside me
A sweet baby boy
Belonged to no man
The baby boy and I
Were God’s miracles
I dressed in white on the outside
But black gothic party girl underneath
Sparkles covered up my inner turmoil
Many months later shouts of anger
Filled my eyes with shock
After I laid on the floor with
My lover whom I had foolishly taken
Back to my childhood home
We sat on the front lawn
On the sewer grate holding hands
Waiting for the future in silence
After my father had gone
Romeo and Juliet planning their escape
Still I envision our wedding
Our house, our life, our future
The babies we will have
The love we will grow together
In a replica of Eden we will make
I only hope the nightmares I face
Stay locked inside my mind
Where they hold no power
Except to scare and deter
Because I love him too much to let go
About the Creator
Emily Dickerson
Hopeful and young, full of love. From my heart high praises are sung. For this reason I am here: to love and serve and bring all souls near. <3
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