Memories

I can't help but wonder;

Is it possible you still think of me?

After everything we have been through;

And what we thought we would be?

I'm not quite sure why;

But the thought of you consumes my soul.

I lie awake in the middle of the night;

Tossing and turning with an aching that can not be consoled.

You have no idea of the hold you have on me;

Captivating my every thought and feeling.

I still can't say your name out loud;

Without my heart breaking into a million pieces.

Day by day and night by night;

Not a single moment passes where you don’t cross my mind.

I wonder what you are doing and how you are feeling;

And I wonder if your thoughts about me are true and kind.

Yet, here I am, thinking of all the things that I could have changed;

And what I could have done to make our story end differently.

But, as fate would have it, you will forever be my favorite story that I can't say out loud;

therefore remaining as one of my favorite memories.