Mediocre advice, a Happy Pill Master
Overthinking once, twice,
my life’s a disaster.
Three or four times,
each attack coming faster.
Until I lose count, after one hand
it doesn’t matter,
I’m gone.
I won’t be back for a while.
But I’ll leave my pleasant failures
just to make you smile.
And I’ll forgive you for every time
you made me feel insecure.
You only meant the best for me,
that I know, I’m sure.
When I say I’m giving up
I swear it’s not on you.
I’ll always stand by everyone who was there
when I fell through.
But when I do fall to my knees,
I hope you’ll have forgiveness too.
Sometimes I lack the strength,
or I don’t have a fucking clue
what I’m doing here.
What is my living purpose?
Cause as far as I’m concerned,
I have an overwhelming surplus of
doubt in my ambitions and
my ability to ruin
all of my own progress,
my will to exist as human.
Please, try to understand,
I don’t doubt that I could make it.
But I cannot see the point in and existence
where I fake it
Every. Day.
Sometime I just can’t take it.
But I’ll continue to move forward
for a dying dreams’ sake.
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