Love is Dead

My heart breaks,

as my soul cries out,

I feel the pain; the ache

of careless words he spout,

echoes in the darkness,

the abyss of my mind,

his voice telling me,

a million times,

the love I have for him

bleeds crimson

and burns a flame blue,

love so pure and gentle,

but burns through and through,

I try not to give up,

I try not to despair,

but his hate-filled words

are forever there,

I love him and he hates me,

I feel my strength wavering,

crippling thoughts flood my mind,

Will I ever be ok?

What have I done in life so wrong?

Is this pain here to stay?

I am lost, abandoned, and unloved,

hurt is all I've gained,

in my pursuit of love,

I WILL NEVER LOVE AGAIN