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I have been lost and I have found
Only to be lost again not long after
It’s a cycle and it’s endless
Happiness cannot be all the time
But sometimes I confuse delusive contentment with happy and live my days quietly to keep the thoughts in my head and my heart hidden.
I am choosing quiet and parading it as peace.
I see it.
I know it.
I am not healed.
The day I truly choose myself will be enlightening and powerful
But for today and maybe many others
I suffer in my solitude and pretend I am okay for the sake of my strongest feelings being exposed and the pain that aches in my chest as they are released unto the deaf ears of misunderstanding as cries for sympathy.
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