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I ask that I might track down affection.

To be adored, to be held, somebody to spend perpetually with

I envy to be content

Persistence is presently not the response...

Maintaining that somebody should treat me consciously

For what reason can I not be enamored?

I supplicate that the man of my fantasies comes to save me from this bad dream.

To see his grin, to feel his presence, to have him guarantee me that I won't ever be separated from everyone else

To possess him to make energy for me

To have him be my dark knight when times get hard

I believe he should adore every little thing about me.

My imperfections, my minds my magnificence, my fantasies, and my desires.

I supplicate that our affection continues for eternity

I realize that he may not be great yet he will be shaped only for me

Up to that point, I will appeal to God for that day to come...

The reality of the situation will come out eventually