Lesson Learned

This week's been better,

Better, a lil' bitter

But I'm workin' on switchin' those letters.

I'm acceptin' no ever after,

Yet fully believe in beautiful disasters.

I can't believe I let my heart just

Shatter.

Like a kid, indecisive and scared

for the thereafter.

I don't know what's new in love for me.

A couple may not be in my destiny,

But so what?

At the end of the day,

Who will I depend on

From now on?

Me.

If I ever take you back,

It'll only be because

I'm lonely,

Not because it's truly love.

I know it all wasn't real.

Forever,

I will be.